its hurt...seriously~~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , BONJOUR , ANYEONG HASEYO , HELLO , , ,well,ak sedikit xberapa nk semangat nk menaip utk entri kali ni..my heart full with hatred rite now..ak rse mcm nk campak sume2 yg ade kt dalam bilik ni..ak rse mcm nk menangis , rse mcm nk marah..

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bg ak la kn..seorg kwn yg baek tu xkn sebarkn keburukan kwn dy sendri..now i get it what my mum trying to sampaikn..guys do really good at hurting girls..why they r so good on doing that??..u r my friend dude..ak pn da x tau nk ckp mcm mne..da sah2..hnfon tu ko yg pnye kn..ape slhnye org laen amik gmbr yg x snonoh tu..pastu ko delete..bkn ko jadikn bahan gelak..fine..ak yg mengada2 td..sbb ak cbe kwl marah ak..ak rse mcm x ptut ko wat mcm tu ko xtau..bkn dgn ak aje...dgn org laen pn..ak mnusia biasa..x sempurna pn..perlu ke ko...haishh...sbr wahai hati..

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memang ak sensitif..tp ak ade limit nye..simpn lme2 bley jadi busuk der..ko jgn ak munth yg busuk2 tu kt ko..ni ag stu hal..ade la hamba allah yg x berapa dgn perangai ak..ak idup bkn utk korg ok..ak idup utk dri ak..nk ak brubah??..bkn mcm tu je...nk ckp ak gedik mengada2..memang ak gedik..memang ak mengada2...tp ak xpnh tpu dri sndri..ak yg tntukn jln idup ak..ko da xske xpe..ak ley idup ag..tp once ko da pertikai kn siapa dri ak..well..ak xley nk ckp ape la kn..ko nk tau dri ak yg sebenarnye..ko tnye la mak ak..memang ak ske mrengek mcm dak kecik..ko xske dgr..mak ak ske..da besar gjah mcm ni nk mrengek..at least mak ak nk dgr..ko xnk dgr..cover ur ear then..

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ak memang cpt emo..ego tinggi..ak xkn minx maap lau mmg bkn slh ak..nk ak jadi hipokrit??..ak x ksah..tp jgn tkejut lau ak bkn jdi dri ak...ingt skit..ak ni mnusia..ak da thap ak.. *ak da ade rse nk hentak lappy ni* .. stakat ni ak bley simpan ag..tp lepas ni..lau ade ag..jgn ko menangis lau ak tengking ko..ak x reti nk mrh org tau x..ble ak da strt menangis tu tnde nye ak da mrh sgt2..tlong la jgn wat ak menangis..

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..YA ALLAH,ENGKAU BERILAH KEKUATAN KEPADA HAMBA MU YG HINA NI..

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alhamdulillah , , ak adela rase lega skit..ak dtg cni nk blaja..nk smbung blaja g oversea..ak xkn biarkn bnde mcm ni jadi penghalang utk ak jdi org yg berjaya..memang sush nk cri kwn yg setia..yg knl dri kte..tp hakikat nye..kte idup bkn utk dyorg..kte idup utk dri kte..BANTULA AKU YA ALLAH..

Awesome..word for the day~~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T , ANYEONG HASEYO , BONJOUR , HOLA , arini ak tersangat teruja ea nk menulis entry utk kali ni...after a million years..akhirnye ak berjaya pegi holiday..duhh..bkn ape..tp holiday kali ni btol2 ak perlu..yela..after siapkn report yg nk kne submit ag 2 3 ari , dgn msalah dgn lecturer nye laen...well...at least ilang la tension aku..ade la ketenangn di ctu..n the best is..xyh kuar dwet pn...huhuhu...nk tau cter x??..yg xnk tu g korek lubg..tnam anggur k..ni utk yg nk tau saje..

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well..kteorg blepas pda ari sabtu..rse2 mcm pkul 1 smething..naek je kereta trus g to our 1st destinantion..tht is PANTAI BATU ITAM *if i not mistaken la*..tmpt tu ok..byk angin..bkn angin kentut ea,,tp angin yg sepo2 bahasa tu...seronok kot..tgk ombak bgai..trase lega tgk ombak tu..i mean tenang la kn..dok kt ctu..pastu kteorg dok mkn2..time kasih pda yg bwk mkanan tu..sdp3..n__n

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~pantai batu itam..kuda tu dok gelak2 kt aku je..cett~

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and the best part about this trip is..i got a new companion beside my syg...that is a gift from my sayang...nk tgk2..?

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~presenting CHIKI and MHARU...=)~

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huhuh...tu bru sikit..ade ag yg surprise nye..he give a necklace yg xde name tp mengerlip jah..hoho..time ksih mucuk..nnt sy jage rntai awk ni ketat2..well..the next day ade ag..kteorg smbung jln2 kt waterfall..ak x sure ape nme waterfall tu..yg ak ingt pandan2 smething la..well..its a bit raining..tp well ak lenjan je..hoho..1st time yg tkeluar dri mlut ak time tu is SUBHANALLAH..tsangat cntik..ak x pnh jmpe waterfall yg cntik mcm tu..slalu g gunung ledang je..xpn g la ulu bendul..sronok la...ucuk..next time kte g cmping k..~~

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~waterfall..cantik rite??..ak like...awww~~

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~the water is quite cold ye..time trjun je dlm air..trus je segar biji mate~

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~ok...ika dgn suka ati nye..wat peace..ak..just keep ur thought je k..suar ak kotoq time tu k~

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~ade makhluk mnjengah ye..auucakk~

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thats all la u guys k...ade byk ag gmbr sbnrnye..tp ni jela yg tmampu nk msuk dlm blog ak nih...huhuh...nk tgk ag..tggu rye taun dpn k..eh2..ak lom wat conclusion ag..conclusion nye is..ak kne discover ag bumi kuantan ni..sape2..sile la suggest kt sy tmpt2 yg bley dilawati...*xnk g teluk chempedak ea*..so..credit to my ehem...thnx bwk sy wak..

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so the lastly is GOOD BYE , ANYEONG , AU REVOIR , ADIOS AMIGOS..n___n

ps::torty bru sy ske tdo..mcm tuannye..=,=''

kasih ibu sampai ke syurga

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , ANYEONG HASEYO , BONJOUR , HOLA ..arini ak rasmi mnjadi blogger di rumah and di kolej profesional mara..well since ak xtau nk bubh tajuk ape..ak bubuh la tjuk ENTRY OF THE DAY..gmbar quack2 kt ats ni sbnrnye nk tnjuk kasih syg ibu...well the story begin when ak tsedar dri mimpi*kuarla bubble cloud~*

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aku mimpi mak dgn adik ak dtg jenguk ak kt asrama..well..ak g jmpe mak ak..ttbe je ak kne saman sbb pkai slipar la..ape la..bwk basikal ntang la*mimpi ni ade nonsense skit*..dsbabkn tlalu byk saman..ak tpkse gne dwet mak ak..bnyk sgt smpi mak ak xley nk blik umah*nek bas daa*..ak mnangis2 sbb mak ak xdpt blik dlm erti kte laen xde dwet la kn...mak ak yg pjuk ak jgn nangis..spatutnye mak ak yg nangis..yela sbab xdpt blik dn btemu suami tcinta..tp ak yg nangis..nangis tersedu2 kau...

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td tu mimpi okay

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ak bgn2 je..ak sdar ak sdg tsedu2..tp tnpa air mata..air mata bru nk mngalir time tu...ak tringatr je mimpi td ak trus manangis..smpai roomate ak tgur..dy pk ak ade gdow kt skype or so watever,,,the truth is mlm nye tu ak adik cll ak sbb bru pas clebarte birthday dy..ak tsgt jeles smpai ak termarah mak ak...jeles pnye psl..mak..along minx maap...along x wat ag..

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begitula cternye..conclusion nye...jgn ikutkn emosi x dpt mkn steambot...xpe..blik nnt kte mkn smpi tcekik cekik...kasih ibu sampai ke syurga...^^,

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aiyaarkk...smalam ak g beli brg kt giant kn2..ak nmpk brg2 nk wat msk2..da la ak ske memasak...ksabaran ye..balik nnt ak wat mcm2...tp 1st thing ak nk wat is...blueberry cheese tart..tu stu kemestian..okay la uollzzz...di saat ini je..sebab ak x mandyu ag..opsss...tkantoi suda..malu2..=^.^=..orait u guyss..till another day..hahaha...bye2..konichiwa kerana sudi bace blog ni...ANYEONG , AU REVOIR , ADIOS AMIGOS...n__n

ira's book pixlist

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , ANYEONG HASEYO , BONJOUR , well..im goin to fast kn..biasa la ak lau blik book store ade je yg ak nk share kn..well..im so into novels..ak more to novel english than novel malay..sorry la..tp bg ak novel english ade byk genre..my favourite genre is fantasy love thingy..book pixlist ni is my own choice

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my 1st pick

SHATTER ME by FAHEREH MAFI...aku ade buku ni..tp ak bru start bace..bru msuk chapter 2..from my opinion la kn..buku ni quite intresting since cter ni start kt asylum..n the cover for the novel are quite..mcm mne ek..awesome la kn..so if korg nk tau more details bout the novels..sile la baca sndri..nk gah ag..beli je..mcm ak..huhuhu..

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selingan jap...lau nk feel yg memuaskn ati ble membace..beli sndri buku tu..lau nk pnjm pn bley sbnrnye...tp for me..its more fun n puas ati if kte bli sndri buku tu...lau dibandingkn novel malay dgn english..novel english lbey mahal sbb dy from luar negara kn..malay pnye novel pn bgus gak..tp ak kurg skit..sbb jrang pnulis wat novel yg berunsur fantasi..kbanyakn novel cinta...ak bkn jiwang pn nk bace novel2 cinta..tp lau nk selit skit2 bley la..tp spe tu nme pnulis lelaki tu..AWANG MURSYID..i loike that guy..he is so creative..

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2nd pick

i told u already tht my book pick adalah yg sgt2 pelik..ak x beli ag buku ni..buku ni nme dy PARANORMALCY..i think its quite and intresting novel..based on its title la kn...mybe ak akn beli if ade jual kt mlysia..well..sbnrnye ak a bit lazy nk mnaip byk2 arini..o yeah..aritu ak g popular bookstore..knon2nye nk spend dwet bb1m tu la kn..i was like..OMG..rmai gler mnusia kt bookstore ni..ak tau la msing2 bru dpt bb1m tu kn..xknla trus spend,,sbb boucer tu smpi 31 march kot ley gne..*ckp org dy yg lbey*..huhu..then..when i go back to kuantan ag.. want to buy more books..weee~~~

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orait..tui je guys..since ak blik ni..da 2 entri da yg ak post..penat da mate ak ni..if ade hot story ag..or my book pick ade ag..ak ak post kt blog ak ni..okay??..orait u guys..have a nice day uoolzz...n have a nice reading day...ASSALAMUALAIKUM , ARIGATO , AU REVOIR , ANYEONG , ADIOS AMIGOS....

p/s::ayah ak da start bace novel..dlu novel tu siap cmpk dlm jmban ag..skrg??..i know..its freaky right??..=,=

The new dawn..

yaay,,opss..ASSALAMUALAIKUM..hohoh..im back again bebeh..biasa la kn..since i goin back being a student..bz 24 hour je...*ayat nk mngalahkn menteri*..pic kt ats ni ak xtaula..mybe its symbolize for my happiness yg x tgmbar skali...1stly..title THE NEW DAWN ade bg byk mknenye bg ak..ofkozla kn tiap2 kali kte bgn sbuh solat sbuh..is a new dawn..tp konsep kli ni laen skit...

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1stly...im officially became a student again...yaay me!!!..after half a year ak mnapak kn dri di umah..at last ak blajar ag..yela..after ak quit dri uitm dlu..ak rse mcm am the smallest person on earth n the stupidest one..tp allah sntiasa m'buka jln utk hamba2Nya kn..ak rse bsyukur sgt2...ooppsss...lpe nk bgtau..ak skrg blaja kt KOLEJ PROFESIONAL MARA kt indera mahkota..im taking DIPLOMA IN ENGLIS COMMUNICATION..ade pak cik ak sruh ckp english in british accent..ak mne la reti..skit2 ley la..i dont have the exact pic..so ak google jela..jadi la asal tau rupe..ye tak??..

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ni admin

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ni asrama

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ok mmg x puaskn sbb tgk gmbr google kn??..ok2 next time ak amik gne henfon ak...*nk beli dslr xmampu kn*..mle2 ak rse mcm rsau gak sbb ni tmpt blaja ak yg ke3 after form6 n uitm..tp ak kuatkn smngat demi ak nk smbung blaja kt australia...ak tkut pisang berbuah 3 kli...n actually banana ley bebuah 3 kali ok..since ak tkut nk amik final..this course actually intresting wer x bnyk subject yg ade dlm final exam..so..its awesome right??..so i can focus on my assignment..rajin2 wat assignment..hohoh

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ok..then recently ak dpt baucer bku 1 malaysia*tu pn nk bg tau kn*..well..i like books..im a bookworm..so this is like one big enormous thing tht is so major awesome..*teruja ni*..baucer tu utk bli majalah ,buku ilmiah n watsoever la kn...since ak da tukar dgn money...i see novels..tons of novels..maafla ye..tp sy hnye bace novel english..*ttbe blur xtau nk tlis ape da*..ak tgh pk nk beli buku ape ni..jgn kcau..shuuuhh2...hahahah~~

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ok..kesimpulan entru kali ni is..there is still the way if u eager to achieve it...as for me..sy lau bley nk sgt smbung blaja kt UNIVERSITY OF SOUTH AUSTRALIA kt adelaide..sy cbe yg tbaek n korg pn doakan la aku...n ak akn doakn korg blik..adil kn??..so wish the best of us..n have a nice day to korg..*ak lau tgh blur mmg mcm ni kn*..ASSALAMUALAIKUM, ARIGATO GOZAIMAS TE, ANYEONG, AU REVOIR, ADIOS AMIGOS

MEMORY LANE~~~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM,,hoho..im back again bebeh!!..im so excited..yayy~~..ok recently ak ade bkunjung ke kuala pilah..yadaa..yadaa..mesti korg bmonolog dlm ati kn??.."apela minah ni,,bosan la cter psl kuala pilah ni..bukn ade pape pn!!''..well,u r so wrong!!..ak pn tau yg pulah tu xde pape sgt..but it gives me so many memories..

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ble ak pegi kuala pilah aritu,,its like everything was like back in my past live..well we have to realize tht past is past..dlm ati ak mse tu..ak ckp sndri..yg ak x ready utk blik pilah wat mse ni..im not ready for this..ak cbe utk thn air mate ak..its so sad..mybe sbb mse tu ak tngglkn pilah mcm tu je..ble da nk dekt simpang nk msuk uitm tu..then i say to my dad.."ayah,ttbe rse sdey plak"..at tht moment my eyes burst with tears..

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ble ak msuk pekan pilah tu..ak ag sdey..sbb ak da tnmpk statio bus dy dri tepi jln..well i used to go there..mkn2 kt cne..even i used to date there..everything yg ak wat mse ak dok pilah dlu mcm mnerjah2 dlm pae otk ak..strt tu ak da t'esak2 da..it like u going back to time when u still a childhood,,u got this very2 good friend there..at tht moment..my dad ckp..''tebus kesilapan yg dlu,,gntikn dgn yg baru and make it better..n u shud do it for urself!!''

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ok..and now..im ready for it..going back to pilah gives me more spirit to do better in my life..oleh tu..ak bsedia ape saje kt dpn ak..n the best is..ak akn wat yg tbaek and go on with my dream..tht is to have my study in AUSTRALIA..past is past..but sometimes past can be a good motivation..

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to all my friend back in uitm kuala pilah..i miss u guys so much..n hope korg wat yg the best..n for korg pnye information..im goin through a rough life..n im gonna have it more better..ok..thats all for today...opss..CONGRATULATION to my kakak sedara a.k.a sepupu...SELAMAT BERTUNANG girl..n hope u have a nice live with ur beloved..n jgn lpe wedding nnt jmput okayh..=)

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ASSALAMUALAIKUM,,AU REVOIR,,ANYEONG..BUBBYE!!!

At last...~

Assalamualaikum,,konichiwa,,anyeong haseyo..hohoh...im back bebeh!!..after a long vcation from ma blog..here i am bebeh~~..*sengalkn aku*..ak ade berita gumbira...akhirnye,,at last ak dpt mnonton breaking dawn even di saat2 akhir ak mnengok nye..yela ak tgk mse tu da 3 mnggu kt cinema,,ak bkn 'lame' ea sbb t'lambat tgk..,tp tugasan yg mlmbak x mngizin ak utk mnengook pde premier cter tu kuar..huhuhu

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ok..recently mse ak kuar date aritu..ak ade tlihat buku ni..i know..im kinda bookworm..sbb each time ak wat entri kt blog ni je msty psl buku..DUHH~~..book is my favourite things in the world beside phone and lappy..huhu..lau xdpt beli buku..bley download pdf kn2??..haa..huhu..buku is usually my taste of book la..ak x ingt tjuk dy..tp psl fall2 la gtu..x hengat la cek..tp xpe..ade buku laen yg akn mnyusul..

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ok tht all uolzz...next time lau ak ade cter hot..mletup sensai..*ak tringt dak vlogger yg ak tgk kt youtube tu*ak tlis ag ok..for now..ADIOS AMIGOS..ANYEONG..ASSALAMUALAIKUM~~

P/S:: ak xtau npe ak blod kn tulisan 'date' kt ats dgn tulisan merah..ntah pape je =.='