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Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Plus Size Girl??

ASSALAMUALAIKUM, HELLO, ANYEONG HASEYO, BONJOUR, HOLA

today topic will be 'Plus Size Girl'... i guess everyone in this world know what plus size actual meaning is. it is a girl who were clothes that were plus size ( bigger size) , so its big in size. well, i am one of that girl..

i am plus size


i am a large girl.. sometimes it is hard to look for new clothes and trying to catch to up-to-date fashion styles due to the lack clothes selection..but its fine..

there are some plus size women out there who still feel not confident with their body size or shape.. it doesn't matter about it.. just feel free to be yourself

i used to be a girl who kinda being shy and didn't talk much to people and think what people judge about me. especially to man, i didn't think that i can ever get a date or get married with this enormous body of mine..

everyone in this world want a beautiful body with curves and bonus, beautiful faces so every man or woman in this world can lock their eyes on. so did i. i want to be excepted and be able to date hot guys like what hot girls do, looking gorgeous in whatever clothes that i wear..

i struggle with my demon, which is my body

how about dieting?

i tried to diet and eat balance food and some supplement. its help but maybe lack of motivation, it just wasted.. but i still work on it.. well, who doesn't want to be healthy??

the point is i love myself, i accepting myself on how i look.. if someone wants to love me because of what i look outside and inside, i would accepting with my big fat heart. so thats all for today.

ADIOS, AU REVIOR, GOODBYE, ASSALAMUALAIKUM


Thursday, December 3, 2015

love, Rosie

Assalamualaikum, Bonjour, Ni hao, Hola
Hi

so today's post is about a movie that i just watched.. it is really an eye-opening for myself and my soul.. i guess everyone have watched Love, Rosie starring Lily Collins and Sam Claflin.. i'm sure that i am the one who late to watch it.. it is actually a movie based from a novel written by Cecelia Ahern entitled 'Where Rainbow Ends'... i think i prefer the movie but probably read the book later..

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the book is about a friendship between Alex and Rosie. they being best friends since child and up still close to each other till Rosie get pregnant and much more happen such as keep meeting wrong person in their life. they are much aware about their feeling toward each other but they keep it for themselves due to their friendship.


what did i get after watched this movie?

it really surprise me till now how life actually work. life, love always surprise me actually. meeting peoples in life and making mistakes in your life. no matter how much detail that what we plan for our life, someday we will make mistakes and take a wrong turn.

fall in love with your best friend. i've been there done that. it is hard if you fall with your own best friend because its a struggle between your feelings and friendship...and in the end friendship always win. i understand it is hard if a guy and girl become a best friend and i always denied it...well, kids.. it is true..


what i am saying is life is full with surprises.. and i believe that Allah has its own plan toward us. you best friend, your neighbour might be your soulmate even how hard you denied it,, but you know what, Allah knows the best what for us


to my loveliest friend, Ashikin Nohan.. i know it takes time to realize what is actually happen around me... around us..but i understand it now..and thank you for introducing this movie to me..i learnt a lot from this movie and make me realize that no matter what you do, what you choose in your life whether its bad or good... there will be always rainbow in the end the road...its just every people take different path to reach it...


so that's all for now...have a happy day..and


Bye, Au Revior, Sayonara

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

my top 5 inspiring movie

Assalamualaikum, Anyeong Haseyo, Bonsoir, Hola, Hello

so today i decided to write another entry for my blog.. thanks to Justin Timberlake'ssongs, i have the strength to write my next entry.. so what i like the most in this whole world is music and movie, yep.. i like entertainment.. i rarely watched movie but when i do i pick a good one. so what i do list down all my favourite movie.. most of it was drama.. i love action, horror movie.. but some good movies with good moral value,, who can't forget any heart grubbing, eye-opening movies..


1) Saving Mr. Banks

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i personally love love this movies.. its a story about the development of Mary Poppins' movie... you must have watched Mary Popping aren't you??.. i have watched Mary Poppins since i was a little girl.. OK, back to the movie..the author, Mrs. Travers reflecting the story of Mary Poppins with her childhoods' life which associate with his alcoholic father. i cried like hell when i watched this movie.. especially at the scene of the premier of the Mary Poppins' movie.. at that moment, my sister watch me crying like "what the hell' kinda look.. its sad okay



2) Hobbit: The Battle of Five Armies

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this last sequel movie is really really sad especially when Thorin Oakenshield died. This fantasy movie is really fascinating and i love it.. i love all The Hobbit trilogy. i showed a really strong messages about friendship, courage, family and love. the most important message is how many wealth that you have or earn, it cannot compare with any strong friendship. well, J.R Tolkien really hit this trilogy. nice job Peter Jackson, the director.


3) Paper Town

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another creation of John Green after The Fault in Our Stars. this author is really good. this is the story about Quentin who have a childhood crush with Margo, his new neighbour. he keeps having a crush on her till high school, until one night, Margo showed up at his window and ask him to do some mischievous pranks on her cheating boyfriend. the next morning, Margo was disappeared and the left the clue of 'Paper Town'. so Quentin and his friend went for a journey to find Margo..and i'm not going to tell what happened in the end. FYI, i love Cara Delevingne's voice.


4) The help


Emma Stone. this is a story of a white girl who wants to write stories about the life of black women's life which were taking care of white women's family. this movie's time setting was back when racism between white people and black people were at the peak. so, Skeeter (Emma Stone) interviewed some of black people that worked in her friend's house. It is inspiring for a what Skeeter do that can change the society..i personally love this movie and inspire me to be a writer because as a writer, we can change people, we can change perception and we can change people's thought... i really really want to be a writer..


5) The Song of the Sea

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this animation movie really really catch my heart. its a movie about Ben who must help sister, saoirse to find his voice and her Selkie coat. this fantasy irish movie representing sacrifice, love and family. the story line was spectacular. no wonder this movie were nominated for Academy Award for Best  Animated feature. when u watched this movie. it feels so magical n so irish and so captivating. i'm being exaggerated but that is what i feel..


so thats all my favourites inspiring movie. maybe you have your own personal movie but i keep my favourite movie the best.. so that all from now, hope you enjoy your day and have fun.

Assalamualaikum, Au Revoir, Adios, Bye

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Everything will be fine

Assalamualaikum, Bonjour, Anyeong Haseyo, 

so, finally i'm back..after a long busy and hectic weeks, i get to write new entry for my blog. so what is actually happen during my absence of not writing blog is i broke up with my boyfriend. it was devastating and heart broken but i got over it already. heart broken is a really dangerous if it doesn't find how to cope with it. some people just wanna feel to die because they cannot be with their love ones. STOP if you have that kind of thought because life is precious, just don't waste it on some bitch or assholes.

well, like i said i have got over this heart broken thing. it was sad at first but later, everything is fine..as long as u don't think of doing anything stupid.. here, i list out several tips on how to get through heart break


1. Accepting what happen n move on..

it is true that its hard to forget the person that we love the most, spent time the most, and feel the most. once you have broken heart, accept what happen and be patience because TIME will mend the broken heart. if u can't accept what is happen, just think that u were free from a terrible monster, or some assholes who try to stab your back. Don't worry. you will find someone better and its worth to wait for it


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2. spend times with happy people

spending times with happy people is good especially u were sad n gloomy for 24/7 non-stop. this is because happy people release positive charge n create a happening environment. it will makes us feel happy too. and who knows u might find some hottie flirting and fall for you. 

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3. make plans

make plans for your going to do and want you want to do. for example, travelling, or taking any extreme sport. it will makes u busy and forgot about your exes. and feel alive to do achieve your to-do lists.


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4. avoid sad, sappy song

i, myself believe in this one. this is from my experience and it eventually work. imagining yourself driving, or sit on a bus while listen to sad song. it will be free-production, non-profitable music video. trust me, i've been there. happy song do works and retain your good mood and happiness. or maybe just bust into any good club or party, it will help to forget him/her.


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5. just open yourself to a new relationship but don't just 'rebound'

the meaning of rebound is attaching to or overly attached to.  having a new relationship may help you to fill the 'emptiness' that you feel after heartbroken but just don't to attached with the person because you surely don't wanna get hurt for second time.

so, that is all the tips from me,just be strong and show to the jerk that dump you that you can do well without him.. life comes only once and its precious.. as for me, still healing but fine.. and happy with myself.. it just make me realize that i am more than what i think..thank you, heartbroken

thats all from me, and keep being happy.. spread the love..thank you for reading.

Au reviour, Bye,