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Thursday, July 21, 2011

The side of me,,me by the name mahira~~


ASSALAMUALAIKUM...mlm2 bute ni start ler ak nk mraban..well..im kinda upset rite now..i not sure if its come from me or from someone else..actually ak pn xbrape knl dri ak yg sbnr...dri en.A smpi mr.H..its the same me..its the same ira..ak cbe utk brubah,,brubh jdi org yg considerate,,x ske terjah2 org..no wonder my relationship never last long..sbb ak always seek for perfection..
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sincerely..ak mmg sorg yg pemarah..yup..im always fill with anger..tp ak xpnh mrh smpi ak smpn dlm ati or nk mrh org tu lme2..lau spe yg knl ak yg btul2 knl pnye..msty dy tau ak mcm mne..sometimes i got mad with a simple lil thing..yg ak mampu ckp is..seek for perfection..tp ak tau perfection tu xpnh wjud dlm dunia..utk ak perfection doesn't have a meaning at all..sbb sume org x smpurna..sme jgak dgn ak..ak pn x smpurna..ak cme hmba allah yg lemah..yg slalu ikut dgn emosi..
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awak..sy mrh awak bkn sy fed up dgn awak..sy x pnh pn tpkir or rse fed up tu..pda sy awk tu sgala2nye...sume nye nmpk smpurna kt mata sy..mmg sy ni gembeng , kuat merajuk , tching lbey , ske mrh2 awk..sbb sy x smpurna wak..tp sy mncari perfection dlm stiap rlationship sy..bkn awk je yg slalu kne mrh..dgn org laen pn pnh,,kne truk ag dri awk..mngkin awk kte sy xnk brubh..awk tau x sy cuba utk brubah..tp emosi sy ag jauh..bkn emosi..rse ego sy..sy ade rse ego stinggi klcc awk tau x..in each of my relationship..stu je yg sy tau..sy menang..tu je wak..tp sy cuba ubah tu..sbb sy tau..awk je yg bley bimbing sy..klau sy kwen dgn awk pn nnt..sy nk jdi isteri yg dgr kate wak..tp nk brubh tu bkn sng..its need time..everything need time..i need time..slame ni sy idup sorg wak..klau sy kapel dlu dgn ex sy pn..sy idup sorg..sy x berniat pn nk mrh awk..tp stu je sy nk minx dgn awk..byk2 la bsabar dgn sy..sy cuma ade awk je..n its always be..plzz be patient with me..sy cbe brubh utk awk..tp i need some time..its not easy for me..
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sabar dgn sy..tlong~~


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